Day 23- reasons why...

So I mentioned in a much earlier post that i was struck pretty hard by Jillian's statement that if your reason why is solid- that the how would be easy... And if it isn't solid (or existent)- that the how would be unbearable. I'm only human and despite trying to stay staunch and strong in this endeavor.... My why was diminished greatly tonight and just the mere thought of facing the workout tomorrow seems both daunting and pointless. Nothing more to say today. It may not be positive... But it's real.